Clutching At Straws At Night.

i don't know what to do. i have put you out of my mind for a while but you keep creeeping back in. please let me go. i don't want to feel like this anymore. clawing at my beating heart night after night, holding myself to fill the spaces. why? i'm too afraid to talk to you. afraid of your blatant disregard and rejecton. don't you think about me too? it can t have been unreal. tell me you feel it too. it won't go away. i can't stand it. this need...