am I broken-hearted?
is that the reason why my eyes water sometimes? all of a sudden?
but only when I think of you.
is that that why I look in your direction so often?
is that why I feel so alone?
is that why my heartbeat is so loud?
my palms are sweaty, my body goes into shock. everything seems a little faster than me.
why? I can't.... be this. I fear the worst. for both of us.
loneliness captivates me like a magic trick. the endless silences. the head throbbing. the incessant beeping of inner clocks as time walks by and I have less time to be. with you.
endings open like yawning mouths.
I fear the worst. but now, only for me.
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